So Where Am I
Apr. 18th, 2005 07:12 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
madshutterbugIt's about time to go feed the Bros. But I'm going to pause briefly first. Took today off work, slept late again, slept more in PM after catching up with feeding and watering all the critters. I'm not feeling normal yet, but am feeling more nearly normal if that makes sense. But I wonder...
Reviewed my calendar. Yeah, I know, I'm a nerd to keep a calendar that long, but it's on my Palm so it's not hard. Went better than two years not calling in sick (don't have more than three on the Palm, and that first year is a bit spotty). Not even mental health days. So why am I feeling so guilty about taking time now, when I am not feeling well?
Reviewed my calendar. Yeah, I know, I'm a nerd to keep a calendar that long, but it's on my Palm so it's not hard. Went better than two years not calling in sick (don't have more than three on the Palm, and that first year is a bit spotty). Not even mental health days. So why am I feeling so guilty about taking time now, when I am not feeling well?
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Date: 2005-04-18 07:40 pm (UTC)Brainwashing?
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Date: 2005-04-19 07:01 am (UTC)And I don't think I've been brainwashed, because ... well ... no, I guess I won't mention those thoughts.
Seriously, lot's of health care workers don't like to admit they're sick. We're supposed to take care of sick people, not get sick. That's probably a part of it.
Oh, and I called in today too. Since I really do want to feel better, I'm opting for the rest time.
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Date: 2005-04-19 02:08 pm (UTC)