madshutterbug: (c)2009 by Myself (Default)
madshutterbug ([personal profile] madshutterbug) wrote2008-12-23 07:53 am

Special

As in Bus.

Not feeling ambitious this morning. Things to do, yes. things to do and no urge to do them. Bah. Humbug.

Which is, actually, almost refreshing. The Bah Humbug, that is. I've been changeable in my feelings this year, sometimes happy, sometimes artificially happy, and wondering where the Sad went? Nowhere. It's there. Not quite as prominent as other years, nor is it gone.

Hum. Bahbug.

[identity profile] xjenavivex.livejournal.com 2008-12-23 03:22 pm (UTC)(link)
My husband is that way. He is very good about not dwelling. I have worked so hard on changing that about myself. I have improved. It is difficult with the bipolar cycles. Yet, I have grown to recognize the signs of those prior to getting deep into them. That helps so much.