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madshutterbug ([personal profile] madshutterbug) wrote2008-08-05 07:37 am

Choices

Conversations. I'm big on the whole concept of choosing my own attitude, and I hold internal conversations as part of my ... I don't know. Staying focused during the morning commute. Today's topic covered I think I'm not being particularly social and verbose here, not journaling much as it were, and I contemplated this because today I'm just not feeling much more than blech.

Not ill. I do not feel ill. My nose is running, intermittently, and that's all accountable as sinus allergy drainage. I just do not feel more than blech.

Hence the choices thing, as I tell myself I can choose my attitude. Choose more than blech.

Eh.

Furthermore, perusal of the LJ Archive link, or the Calendar listing of entries, shows that I'm making between three and ten entries a week. Variable? Yes. Hardly unsocial or un-verbose.

So. Eh. The Frivolous Friday Poll was fun. I'm surprised more people didn't pick the Ticky, but then again, that merely demonstrates their making choices too.

[identity profile] wedschilde.livejournal.com 2008-08-05 11:46 am (UTC)(link)
no you are not ill. it's a figment i tell you!

[identity profile] madshutterbug.livejournal.com 2008-08-05 11:51 am (UTC)(link)
I'm not. I don't feel ill. I just don't feel like doing anything. Or, to choose to phrase that in a positive manner? I feel like sitting here watching the world go by. *G*

I will try more coffee. Might help.
Edited 2008-08-05 11:52 (UTC)

[identity profile] wedschilde.livejournal.com 2008-08-05 11:58 am (UTC)(link)
coffee always helps. i'm going back to bed for half an hour :D

[identity profile] fatfred.livejournal.com 2008-08-05 12:26 pm (UTC)(link)

It's summer.
Too hot to comment.

[identity profile] tx-cronopio.livejournal.com 2008-08-05 12:55 pm (UTC)(link)
I think everyone may have a spot of the summer doldrums, traffic on LJ seems to be way down these days. And hey, it was 108 in Dallas yesterday!

[identity profile] mistfox.livejournal.com 2008-08-05 03:42 pm (UTC)(link)
You post more than I do lately. I commiserate with "the blahs". Though this weekend shook up my mood a bit. Maybe you need to listen to hours of great bagpipe music. :-D

I Suspect

[identity profile] madshutterbug.livejournal.com 2008-08-05 04:14 pm (UTC)(link)
That you do remember I like bagpipe music. :)

There is a disconnect in my self-image. I don't see myself as being a 'chatty' type; at least, I'd of flatly denied it up to a few years ago. I am, though. I'm a 'Run off at the mouth' kind of person.

I'm also wondering if Seasonal Affect Disorder includes a reaction to summer heat and humidity. It's not usually thought of in that manner.